You can't help but feel. Well... you try to not feel. No, that's not true. People want to feel emotions;
I want to feel emotions. Joy, ecstasy, happiness, giddity. And sure, sometimes even sad, angry, jealous, scared etc. (eg. while watching a movie).
But when you don't
expect to feel an emotion, or you weren't prepared for it (but may well have expected it if one had thought ahead), it's like being hit in the stomach. It takes more than a few seconds to recognise what you're feeling, and even then you're kinda just in shock.
A
previous post was about a moment that is, in context, very apt right now. It was a moment similar to this; it was even about the same influence on my life.
So from '
yatta' to this? Well, they are not wholly unrelated, that is (for me, at least) nearly always true. Even today I mentally yatta'd a lot. Ok, no more using yatta as a verb. Nervous isn't always a bad thing. Have you ever been near someone, but physically not be able meet them (for whatever reason)? Very strange feeling.
A friend (jokingly?) put his Facebook status up for auction today.
Something which I've so far found to be universally true: everyone turns to jelly when they like someone. Especially the jelly pictured below. It was frozen and had two bottles of vodka substituting the water. Very jelly.
I met a girl Monday night for no more than 60 seconds whom during which asked me to marry her. Out of shock more than anything else I said yes, and we arranged (during the same spontaneous 60 second conversation) to get married at the
Lucky Coq tonight.
So to that girl, if somehow you find this post, I express my deepest apologies; as come midnight tonight I will be asleep (and not at the Coq). I really am sorry for piking.
Night all. And may the yatta be with you.